Dear God, sorry to disturb you, but… I feel that I should be hear loud and clear. We all need a big reduction in amount of tears and all the people that you made in your image, you see them fighting in the street cause they can’t make opinions meet about God. I can’t believe in you. Did you make disease, and the diamond blue? Did you make mankind after we made you? I won’t believe in heaven and hell. No saints, no sinners, no devil as well. No pearly gates, no thorny crown. You’re always letting us humans down. The wars you bring, the babes you drown. Those lost at sea and never found, and it’s the same the whole world round. The hurt I see helps to compound that Father, Son and Holy Ghost is just somebody’s unholy hoax and if you’re up there, you’d perceive that my heart’s here upon my sleeve. If there’s one thing I don’t believe in, it’s you.
how are you so confident? i mean, im pretty self assured, but sometimes the littlest things can get me down.. how are u so calm and so funkkyy at the same time?
sometimes I break a nail and want to DIE because it is like the worst thing ever at the time, but it’s a little thing in a big world. Every day above ground is a good day. I don’t thrive for other peoples acceptance or longgggg for the support of other people. I know what I wanna do and where I wanna go + if people doubt me, it just makes me want to work that much harder to show them they were wrong to question my drive. I’m good at recognizing my own faults so I don’t care when someone points them out + because I don’t care, people are usually scared to tell me the truth. But I don’t like people that are “yes” people. I like it when a person can tell me they don’t like my jacket. I don’t care that they don’t like it, but I DO care that they are able to tell me they don’t like it. Honesty is such an undervalued trait in that sense. People get ‘being rude’ + ‘being honest’ confused.
whats your biggest insecurity, if you have any?
LOTS I consider myself a never ending project + I like having things to improve/work on, but I’m still extreeeemely sure of myself